this is my life
its not what it was before
all these feelings i've shared
and these are my dreams
that i'd never lived before
somebody shake me
cuz i
i must be sleeping
now that we're here,
it's so far away
all the struggle we thought was in vain
all in the mistakes,
one life contained
they all finally start to go away
now that we're here its so far away
and i feel like i can face the day i can forgive
and i'm not ashamed to be the person that i am today
these are my words
that i've never said before
i think i'm doing okay
and this is the smile
that i've never shown before
somebody shake me cuz i
i must be sleeping
i'm so afraid of waking
please don't shake me
afraid of waking
please don't shake me
8:21 PM
Tuesday, November 11, 2003
Curses be Cursed
Brood of Vipers....
You mock me, abuse me, belittle me
Do you not see into my soul?
Do you not hear my cries?
Have you no compassion on my being?
My voice is as a voice in the wilderness, for what i know i know not.
Constant struggles in the depth of temptation
I scream i bleed, turn a deaf ear do you
My voice as an echo of leaves forgotten in the autumn
Cursed be thou. Cursed with my curse
For such a thing have u doubted.
suffer my fate and feel my pain.
As i voyage it devours me this serpent
May you receive its venomous fangs.
And know and not doubt my words,
and feel and taste my hurts.
Leave me to my fate do you think it prevails?
I smirk in your face.
I have lived a season in this torturous existence
I have become numb to it's walls
the dungeon has become my home.
It's floor a carpet of leaves soft to the touch
Depart from me unbelievers
your anger and disbelief it does no good.
Is it what you think will change me?
your lessons do they discipline me?
My finger, its tip full of wrath
i raised it from it slumber
my pursed lips echos FUCK YOU
may you be cursed as i was, and taste its fear.
10:57 PM
Tuesday, November 04, 2003
Romance Mathematics
Smart man + smart woman = romance
Smart man + dumb woman = affair
Dumb man + smart woman = marriage
Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy
OFFICE ARITHMETIC
Smart boss + smart employee = profit
Smart boss + dumb employee = production
Dumb boss + smart employee = promotion
Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime
SHOPPING MATH
A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs.
A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need.
GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS
A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.
A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.
A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend.
A successful woman is one who can find such a man.
HAPPINESS
To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little.
To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all.
LONGEVITY
Married men live longer than single men do, but married men are a lot more willing to die.
PROPENSITY TO CHANGE
A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't.
A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change, and she does.
DISCUSSION TECHNIQUE
A woman has the last word in any argument.
Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.
HOW TO STOP PEOPLE FROM BUGGING YOU ABOUT GETTING MARRIED
Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poking me in the ribs and cackling, telling me, "You're next." They stopped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals
