Back from fighting a war. Yeah u heard right, a war with the dental professional. I struggled to hold back the tears, the blood splattering around my face. It was chaos everywhere.
In the end, he, won. I was taken into custody,, my jaws forced into a vice-like grip. Two sets or rubbers were forced into the inner sanctions of my mouth. One on the left, another on the right. To top it all off, one more was placed diagonally from top to bottom.
Starvation loomed in the distance. Fed porridge the whole day.. felt so weak.. so tired..so hungry... it was worse then POW treatment...
At night, it was so torturous, my legs, whole body felt so helpless.
Food FOod .. i need fooODD!!
At last, had mee soto and cheese prata and Tea tarek.. the war was over.
1:20 PM
Sunday, September 26, 2004
The Day after Blue
Oh wellz, its a Saturday.. another boring day. Why do i say that? Cause i'm working.. again. ARghhh.
Wanted to go watch Best of Blue in concert at the Singapore Indoor stadium, but didn't. Why u may ask,U guessed it.. i was working. Really feel like this shift work is an abomination, a disease that sucks the living life outta yer. Friends right now are having a ball of a time at Madam Wong, whilst i'm here, having a "whale" of a time.
"Not another complaining blog ROland!!"
Hiya, if don't complain to u, then complain to who? Wouldn't want to irritate people when i hang out, so the only avenue right now is this blog. Blue oh BLue, why must only one day? make it three days lah. Then at least u can earn my 24 bucks.
Had a meeting on Friday. Sheesh, i thought it would go smoothly, instead i could see the contortionist in the face of one of them. Straining hard and producing monkey faces as he struggled to look at my documents. I was wondering, is he having fits or something?
The other fella was more, lets say conversational. But then there were many many instances i could not understand what the hell he was asking. I wonder, why do i seem to be straining my voice everytime i go for these appointments. Am i trying to impress them with my fake macho voice, or trying to be timid and accomodating as i can be? Screw it. The next time i go for these meetings, just be urself.
Goin to the gym at 1p.m tomorrow.. Shucks wonder if i'd have enough time before i race down to the Rock. 1p.m to 3p.m. Should have enough time.
Okz, Coulieo, loggin out.
1:07 AM
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
Psalm 119:169-176
Let my cry come before You, O Lord;
Give me understanding according to Your word.
Let my supplication come before You;
Deliver me according to Your word.
My lips shall utter praise,
For You teach me Your statutes.
My tongue shall speak of Your word,
For all Your commandments are righteousness.
Let Your hand become my help,
For I have chosen Your precepts.
I long for Your salvation, O Lord,
And Your law is my delight.
Let my soul live, and it shall praise You;
And let Your judgments help me.
I have gone astray like a lost sheep;
Seek Your servant, For I do not forget Your commandments.
9:43 AM
Monday, September 20, 2004
My Riding Trip in Johor..
Eva the horsey
Eva and me
Yupz, my trip to Johor on a Sunday was a super fruitful one.. I have never ever been so close to a horse in all my life until this day, and yes, i got to have riding lessons from the kind uncle Adi at the stable who taught me how to get on a horse, how to control it's direction, how to stop it, how to trottle, and how to get off.
Damn it was so exhilarating. You'd sure catch me going back for another few lessons! I'm already thinking of making it a regular affair.. Wellz, for the next time i'm going back, i'd be practicing my balancing again, hopefully second time round i'd be able to control the horse by myself. Got quite an encouragement by the uncle when he told me that for the first lesson, i was quite good. haha.
Trottling the horse was, quiet a painful experience for the first few minutes. Imagine bopping up and down on the saddle as the horse pranced around Adi. Ouch. Slowly, as i got the hang of it, it was so bluddy fun! Freakin Tommy and Fandy were like cantering round the area, like 2 freaking experts... wat to do? they've been training for like the Umpteenth time. Just u wait guys! I'm gonna do it too!
Fandy on Matthew
10:47 AM
Saturday, September 18, 2004
Top 3.. Message: Top 3 most visited Websites :
1. Blogger.com
2. Yahoo.com
3. kontraband.com
TOP 3 Favourite Songs On Playlist :
1. Breathe Easy - Blue
2. Numb - Linkin Park
3. Right Thurr - Chingy
TOP 3 Favourite Food :
1. roti prata
2. sushi
3. sharks fin
TOP 3 Favourite Drink :
1. milo
2. grape juice
3. Vodka Lime
TOP 3 Favourite Snack :
1. cheezels
2. white chocolate
3. twisties
TOP 3 Indoor activities :
1. Internet
2. Music
3. weights
TOP 3 Outdoor activities :
1. shopping
2. basketball
3. People watching
TOP 3 Accessories (That You Own) :
1. Palm Tungsten T
2. Sony Ericsson K700i
3. Sony Ericsson HBH-65 Bluetooth headset
TOP 3 Major Expenses :
1. Gadgets
2. Food
3. little knicks knacks
TOP 3 Personalities Of Your Own :
1. shy
2. sensitivity
3. impartiality
Top 3 Most Important People :
1. God
2. family
3. country... haha..kidding, my future wife whoever that might be..
Top 3 Favourite Hangout Places :
1. Orchard
2. Basketball court
3. Home
Top 3 Brands That I Like :
1. Sony Ericsson
2. Zara
3. Burger King
Top 3 Things You Do Everyday :
1. Eat
2. Sleep
3. Shit
Top 3 Things You Say To Someone :
1. piece of shit
2. MUtha Fu*ker
3. NaB*h
Top 3 Favourite Colours :
1. dark cyan
2. crimson
3. Black
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8:04 AM
Friday, September 17, 2004
Stainded...again Friday, the weekend. Does it matter to me that its supposed to be party time? Nope.. its just another work day, another, morning shift for me. Not that i'm complaining about the timing. I mean morning shifts are good. They give me the time to do my stuff,( such as sleeping ). oh man, its just so tiring doing this shift. Doing the 3 to 11 p.m is even worse. Crapz, right i may not feel as tired, but then i don't get to meet friends too. i don't get to have a social life. I don't get to go for night classes. I don't get to watch Singapore Idol.
Oh well, I still thank God for a job. There so many people out there who ain't got any, people who spend the days sleeping, the nights playing. Hmmm that doesn't sound too bad..?
Right now having a little headache. I've got so much to study! Revise Java, study C++, study Visual Basic, study Unix Administration, Windows 2003 MCP, CCNA. Damned the life of an IT professional. Shit, why the hell did i get myself in this shit hole in the first place?
Greed.. hmm yeah that comes to mind. Damned newspapers, damned dot.com burst. DAmmnnned!! "IT professionals earn more then their counter-parts in other courses". Bullshit... that's right, and a whole lotta bullshit too.
Tommy's out there trying to wave his hands to attract SM Goh's attention at some dinner function for some raffles club shit. Why don't you try stripping down to ur yellow g-string and do a little exhibitionist act with your mini-me... That'll sure catch some attention.
This is my life
It's not what it was before
All these feelings
I've shared
And these are my dreams
That I'd never lived before
Somebody shake me 'cause I
I must be sleeping
Now that we're here, it's so far away
All the struggle we thought was in vain
All the mistakes, one life contained
They all finally start to go away
Now that we're here, it's so far away
And I feel like I can face the day
I can forgive, and I'm not ashamed
To be the person that I am today
These are my words
That I've never said before
I think I'm doing okay
And this is the smile
That I've never shown before
Somebody shake me 'cause I
I must be sleeping
8:03 PM
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
The best part of Hong Kong.. well, ok.. the second best .. hehe
9:35 PM
Would like to bring home one of these. Time for you to run.. =p
9:34 PM
The shop i went. Damn.. everything Gundam..
9:33 PM
A two meter tall Gundam Rx78... Also in Hong Kong...
Yay!! Going to Hong Kong, the fragrant harbour. Damn it betta be fragrant, not pungent. WWill be back on the 12th Sep 2004. Back and ready to React! TO all those true believers out there, don't miss me too much. I promise i'll be good, but then promises are meant to be bent. =p
Hopefully this trip will bring back lots of sweet memories and pictures. Yah thats right i'm bringing my digital camera and camera phone so its click click click all the way!
Adios and whatever!
1:46 PM
Friday, September 03, 2004
10 Laws of Computing 1. When computing, whatever happens, behave as though you meant it to happen.
2. When you get to the point where you really understand your computer, it's probably obsolete.
3. The first place to look for information is in the section of the manual where you'd least expect to find it.
4. When the going gets tough, upgrade.
5. For every action, there is an equal and opposite malfunction.
6. To err is human...to blame your computer for your mistakes is even more human, its downright natural.
7. He who laughs last, probably has a back-up.
8. The number one cause of computer problems is computer solutions.
9. A complex system that doesn't work is invariably found to have evolved from a simpler system that worked just fine.
10. A computer program will always do what you tell it to do, but rarely what you want it to do.
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