Stainded...again Friday, the weekend. Does it matter to me that its supposed to be party time? Nope.. its just another work day, another, morning shift for me. Not that i'm complaining about the timing. I mean morning shifts are good. They give me the time to do my stuff,( such as sleeping ). oh man, its just so tiring doing this shift. Doing the 3 to 11 p.m is even worse. Crapz, right i may not feel as tired, but then i don't get to meet friends too. i don't get to have a social life. I don't get to go for night classes. I don't get to watch Singapore Idol.
Oh well, I still thank God for a job. There so many people out there who ain't got any, people who spend the days sleeping, the nights playing. Hmmm that doesn't sound too bad..?
Right now having a little headache. I've got so much to study! Revise Java, study C++, study Visual Basic, study Unix Administration, Windows 2003 MCP, CCNA. Damned the life of an IT professional. Shit, why the hell did i get myself in this shit hole in the first place?
Greed.. hmm yeah that comes to mind. Damned newspapers, damned dot.com burst. DAmmnnned!! "IT professionals earn more then their counter-parts in other courses". Bullshit... that's right, and a whole lotta bullshit too.
Tommy's out there trying to wave his hands to attract SM Goh's attention at some dinner function for some raffles club shit. Why don't you try stripping down to ur yellow g-string and do a little exhibitionist act with your mini-me... That'll sure catch some attention.
This is my life
It's not what it was before
All these feelings
I've shared
And these are my dreams
That I'd never lived before
Somebody shake me 'cause I
I must be sleeping
Now that we're here, it's so far away
All the struggle we thought was in vain
All the mistakes, one life contained
They all finally start to go away
Now that we're here, it's so far away
And I feel like I can face the day
I can forgive, and I'm not ashamed
To be the person that I am today
These are my words
That I've never said before
I think I'm doing okay
And this is the smile
That I've never shown before
Somebody shake me 'cause I
I must be sleeping