Hmmm looks like i truly belong to the Dark side...
1:36 PM
Star Wars Horoscope for Aries
Like many aries, you have demonstrated your penchant for inflicting pain. You feel you are at the center of the universe and that you must be in control. You enjoy being a leader... and you find that your aggression and quick temper serve you well.
Star wars character you are most like: The Emperor
Ready Steady GO Finally found the Paul Okenfold video that i wanted to post on my blog. Yay. Now that's what i call music. Anywayz, got a new button by the ever enduring Ma Ge a.k.a Muggs.
Having a problem saving my button that he created for me.. cause its not there even though in the morning he actually uploaded it... Hmmm
But finally went back to his blog and lo and behold.. there it appeared... haha.. Coolz..
9:59 PM
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
Nip, Tuck, Flop What another boring day. Went for a short jog after i came home. GOtta run, gotta remember about aerobic exercise as well. Robvis had to postpone our dinner with Ling Er cause of problems with the programs again. AGAIN... oh well, its been like quite some time since the system went live, but still problems pop up. Man, the teething period is already over, why are there errors still? Shouldn't the correct rectification be to find out what caused the errors and find out ways and means to make sure it doesn't happen?? Ineffective problem solving. Don't u think? Anyway, i'm already out of the equation. No matter how much i suggest, their thoughts would be, " Your a little freakin faggot, ain't nothing but a 'S' thing. I think you got legit suggestions but we ain't gonna take em up cause yer a fool sucka and i'm a god!" Was watching Nip Tuck whilst typing this post. Yucks, they had on the show, a procedure where they stuck a needle thru the lady's face, had it come out at the other end, and slip a blue string into it. Later they took out the needle and pulled on the string, successfully tightening the lady's face. Yucks, the price of beauty. But who am i to deny the fact that many value beauty above all else. They would go thru hell and fire, literally to look 10, 20 years younger. Become the object of affection for their affections. Who wouldn't like looking at hot chicks and studs that have curves that can go on forever and ever. Hey, i'm one of them, though not of the extreme nature, but one of them. Thats why i go gym. =p
11:59 PM
Monday, May 16, 2005
3 guys guarding my man.... Aredina Simpson.. number 23.
And it was nothing but net.. swoosh.
10:49 PM
Welcome to the planet Welcome to existence Everyone's here Everyone's here Everybody's watching you now Everybody waits for you now What happens next? What happens next? I dare you to move I dare you to move I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor I dare you to move I dare you to move Like today never happened Today never happened before Welcome to the fallout Welcome to resistance The tension is here The tension is here Between who you are and who you could be Between how it is and how it should be I dare you to move I dare you to move I dare you to lift yourself up off the floor I dare you to move I dare you to move Like today never happened Today never happened Maybe redemption has stories to tell Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell Where can you run to escape from yourself? Where you gonna go? Where you gonna go? Salvation is here I dare you to move I dare you to move I dare you to lift yourself Lift yourself up off the floor I dare you to move I dare you to move Like today never happened Today never happened Today never happened Today never happened before
Thankz for the vivid descriptions. Needed to read stuff like this... well, was impressed with the way he wrote. Full of imagination. CHeck it out..
11:07 PM
VIdeo Phew. FInallly decided on a video by Switchfoot. Had spent the night before lookin thru all the music videos, deciding on which to put in. Actually was deciding on one of the following: Ryan Carbrera, Howie Day, Linkin Park, DMX, Lllyod Banks, POD, Kelly Clarkson, Paul Oakenfold, Fatboy Slim The Ultimate choice was Switchfoot though, seeing that I'm spending my Sun here at home. Appropriate song, "Dare you to move". Yah, move ur butt outta ur home boy. Still my neck hurts like mad. can't twist it well. THought a little sleep would help. In fact it kinda hurts more now. Argh. I can't shift my head to look down or up too. Man this is terrible. Goes to show, never never never ever jerk when ur working out. YES yes yes i know, but i wanted to finish the last rep, joints kinda shifted wrongly. PAIN PAIN PAIN! Can't move!!! Dare me to move yah but i can't!!!!! HELP ME GOD! Waiting for mum to cook dinner now. maybe food will bring comfort to my beaten and battered body. Oh yeah, forgot to wish Juliet a happy married life. CONGRATS ger. What was Yang's message again? Divorce? Hmmmm....
5:52 PM
Ouch My neck hurts... damn it.. shouldn't have jerked when doing my bicep curls. ARghhh.. Oh well, can't turn my head further then 45 degrees now.. SHucks. Feel like a robot now. How to work like that????????? Maybe i should take MC? Hmmm... Anywayz, was supposed to go horse riding. Little did i know that, it was cancelled at the last minute. WHat happened? Okz, it happened like that. Everything was actually settled for us to meet at Kranji MRT in the afternoon so that we can take a bus down to Johor. Unfortunately, the organizer had to work in the afternoon, so he told the other fella that the trip had to be cancelled. I mean, its perfectly ok that the trip be cancelled. No prob. What was the problem?!? I msged Fan about the confirmation time for us to meet, in the morning around 8. He msged back, saying that the trip was cancelled, and told me that the other fella was supposed to inform me. Damned. How come the other fella didn't inform me? I had to cancel basketball at tanjong pagar CC in the morning for this trip. If i knew like the night before, at least i could get the other guys to come down too. I even asked a few colleagues if they wanted to go horse riding, and some of them were interested. Fortunately, all of them had something on. Otherwise, things would kinda look a little bad. I only received the sms from the other fella at.. 1230 p.m. Great just great. my whole morning was gone, just like that, and he only informed me in the afternoon when we were supposed to meet. If i had been on my way down to Kranji MRT and received his sms in the bus, i'm gonna kill him. WHy was i informed so late? Why did he inform me only in the afternoon? Freakin shit. I got plans too. In Singapore, time is precious. Wah, another sat wasted. DIdn't have mood to go out after that. Let me wallow in self pity!
1:23 PM
Sunday, May 08, 2005
My shades...
11:06 PM
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
Empty spaces fill me up with holes Distant faces with no place left to go Without you within me I can't find no rest Where I'm going is anybody's guess I've tried to go on like I never knew you I'm awake but my world is half asleep I pray for this heart to be unbroken But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete Voices tell me I should carry on But I am swimming in an ocean all alone Baby, my baby It's written on your face You still wonder if we made a big mistake I've tried to go on like I never knew you I'm awake but my world is half asleep I pray for this heart to be unbroken But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete I don't mean to drag it on, but I can't seem to let you go I don't wanna make you face this world alone I wanna let you go (alone) I've tried to go on like I never knew you I'm awake but my world is half asleep I pray for this heart to be unbroken But without you all I'm going to be is incomplete Incomplete
Backstreet Boys
Incomplete
9:13 PM
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
SIGH...
Its been a few days since IR last contacted me... wondering how she is. Faced lots of pressure from work, project... its definitely a load of hell. I have always wondered how in the world she can handle all the pressure, from work, school, family, etc. It must have been really really hard.
Guess she needs time alone, to sort out her thoughts. Maybe, because she was so involved in so many things, so many distractions, it all came down in one single period whilst she was doing her reports. Can you blame her for feeling this way, for living up to expectations?
She is only a young woman, thrown into the big wide world of commercial sharks and back biters. I believe she needs more friends, more christian friends of her age, who can help listen to her woes. She needs people who can understand her situation, who knows the kind of pressure she is going through.
Yet in her moment of weakness, there is a glimpse of strength within. To have survived so long would only illuminate the determination, the ideals, the belief that all things come through hard work and faith.
I wouldn't know if she's reading this, but for one thing i'm sure. She is a child of God, and as a child of God, when a child feels pain, feels threatened, feels lost, feels pressured, feels abandoned, He knows, and He cares. Not everything in this sinful world happens because He allows it or cause it, but everything that happens for evil, He can turn it for good.
"But they that wait upon the Lord, shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run and not be weary; they shall walk, and not faint." Isaiah 40:31
If your reading this IR, trust God and lean on His strength, for there is no greater tower, no stronger pillar, then the Lord our Father and God. He will lead you in the directions of your life, your choices, your thoughts, your deeds, and your joy.
I shall be there when you are down, when you are sad, when you are angry to be a messenger of peace, hope and love. I will be there when you are joyful, happy, uplifted, to be a messenger of joy.
