Its been a few days since IR last contacted me... wondering how she is. Faced lots of pressure from work, project... its definitely a load of hell. I have always wondered how in the world she can handle all the pressure, from work, school, family, etc. It must have been really really hard.
Guess she needs time alone, to sort out her thoughts. Maybe, because she was so involved in so many things, so many distractions, it all came down in one single period whilst she was doing her reports. Can you blame her for feeling this way, for living up to expectations?
She is only a young woman, thrown into the big wide world of commercial sharks and back biters. I believe she needs more friends, more christian friends of her age, who can help listen to her woes. She needs people who can understand her situation, who knows the kind of pressure she is going through.
Yet in her moment of weakness, there is a glimpse of strength within. To have survived so long would only illuminate the determination, the ideals, the belief that all things come through hard work and faith.
I wouldn't know if she's reading this, but for one thing i'm sure. She is a child of God, and as a child of God, when a child feels pain, feels threatened, feels lost, feels pressured, feels abandoned, He knows, and He cares. Not everything in this sinful world happens because He allows it or cause it, but everything that happens for evil, He can turn it for good.
"But they that wait upon the Lord, shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run and not be weary; they shall walk, and not faint." Isaiah 40:31
If your reading this IR, trust God and lean on His strength, for there is no greater tower, no stronger pillar, then the Lord our Father and God. He will lead you in the directions of your life, your choices, your thoughts, your deeds, and your joy.
I shall be there when you are down, when you are sad, when you are angry to be a messenger of peace, hope and love. I will be there when you are joyful, happy, uplifted, to be a messenger of joy.
