My Ride, its latest, taken on the 27th August. Went down to Jame's place to do the sun shade. Most prob will wait till Sat to do the bonnet. As noticed, the moustache is gone, and in its place, racing strips.. hehe
10:18 PM
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Appearance matters...
Yea that true... In our society, thats the first damn thing people see. I've come to realize that in a rather unique way. Don't know if i'm just being sensitive, but i feel, people look at me in a different way as compared to my peers. Peers as in, those in the same age group. I'm gonna reach the big old 3-0 soon... but i don't look like it. So many people say i look like 24 25. Maybe its cause of the way i style my hair? The way i talk?
I'm like trying to carve a career here. If people don't find that i look my age, how am i gonna ever gain a little bit of trust? They'd still think that i'm a young spoilt brat whose trying to impress everybody. That's not the case anyway.
WHy should i bother about those people? Well, society dictates in a manner that the older you look, the more stable your career is and the more experience you have in the market. Looks Looks Looks. Who would wanna trust an ah beng with millions and millions of dollars of equipment and contracts?
WHy is it that sometimes, when i put on my glasses, and go to work, there's some sort of negative vibe going on. I feel like i'm getting bullied more often, people don't trust me as much, i get more work, my head starts to split in 2.... etc.
Does it mean, that as a geek, people despise me? Look down on me? Hell shit even wanna hit me? I don't know, cause when i have my glasses on, things don't seem to be so rosy. Is it my Feng SHui? the position of my bed? Where i place my computer?
What the hell... GOt Conjuntivitis a few days ago.. eye was itchy and swollen... did he care, didn't sounds like it... Maybe he thought i was trying to "Eat snake"....
Oh well, if his character's like that, i have nothing to say. Pile work on me? I've got nothing to say, but chastise me cause i'm trying to work for what i'm paid for, pushing me to do shit that others can shun, talking behind my back to other upper management, Damn.. no wonder Hamusa left.
Maybe i'm not cut out to do it, the extra shit. I don't know, don't tell me to do stuff that's 50 50 when its practically impossible to do both. Its either one or the other. Basically, i'd rather stick to what i'm being paid for.. and not something that i might only be doing with minimal responsibilities.
I wanna get out!!!!!! Leave!!!!! Get higher pay! Support my ride! Get a dog! Get the love of my life! Get Rich! Get high! But not on drugs!
Better sign off or i'd go jump over a building in a single bound. Superman Returns sucks, i'd rather be Batman Begins.....
12:24 AM
Sunday, August 06, 2006
Well... here's the latest pic of my Ride. DId a DIY on the front chromed portion. Sprayed it Matt Black.
Guess it looks kinda more fierce i think. The front wing-like sticker was done by James of jj-electric.com
Went to his place cause its nearer my home. So he added the sticker and did the grill cover for my air-scoop. Still, i thought the flames would go up, not horizontally across the bonnet. Sigh..
Well, the next task would be to either change the front grill, add a sun shade, or do the tinting for the windows. Hmmm....
Oh yeah, my left blind-spot mirror was stolen. Damn. Didn't know it till i went to fetch my mother at Simei. Bought another set to replace the stolen one. SIgh...
Assignments are due.. in 2 weeks time. That gives me a week to write a 2 thousand word report and .. i don't know what i need to do for the other yet. SHIT! No time no time. WIsh i didn't have to go to work. All this studying and working crap is really killing me.
My Ride, its latest, taken on the 27th August. Went down to Jame's place to do the sun shade. Most prob will wait till Sat to do the bonnet. As noticed, the moustache is gone, and in its place, racing strips.. hehe
